Bryce has succesfully completed two weeks without posting on live journal. 
       i haven't done much this break. i have had really good soup (lentil). and been to bald hill with wonderous people. they are wonderful, too. 
        me has been confused. but not about the things i know. and that is good because then, i would be very mixed up. 
my uncle died. my second cousin died, and  my uncle's mother in law died in the same twenty four hours. and i didn't know any of them well. 
       i have become a worse coffee adict than before. and i said i would stop all together. i experienced caffeine highs that were really happy then when they were gone, i wasn't very energetic. yeah, i have a problem.
      i miss Leslie Hurlbutt and i miss Suzanne Simmons. 
                as a result of my caffeine addiction i have practiced a lot and some of it has not proven productive but some has. wich means a lot. 
     i have become nostalgic, unhealthier, but not unhappier. i have probably changed a little bit. 
           the majority of this past week has been me, out of it. 
    my aunt came to town from visiting her husband in california, it was nice to seee her, even under crappy cercumstances. she is a nurse and really good about comforting people when ther has been a death or multiple deaths.
 i saw the movie V for Vendetta. 
          i probably miss you. 
i miss a lot. i need to get more. 
we'll see. 
i am going to get a job. and my drivers liscence. 
i am goinng to go now.
            
  

artistic

fuck! i was REALLY out of tune yesterday, man. i listened to a recording of myself and ther were a lot of good things but some terribly horrible things. ugh. it was disgusting AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH. I can't beleve it. ick!

         anyways. i really wanted waffles this morning. i would have put peanut butter and syrup on one and then just syrup on another and then i would have one with jelly on it . YUM. but i didnt....instead i had bad eggs and some toast. and. that was boring.

          here i am.

                well. i just looked at a picture of suzanne, brandi and leslie at a rugby game and it made me laugh. i didn't recognize suzanne at all. hahahah. but it is so awesome that the rugby team (girls) won all three matches. 
                today, i didn't do much as usuall. my sister and brother in law and neice have been down since friday. my neice got some shots so she has had a bit of a fever and it just recently went down. then my brother in law got laringitis. we celebrated is birthday on friday too. 
               i got my homework done early today accept, i could do some more research on a couple of topics. research in class sometimes proves to be boreing. especially when you absolutely can't find anything on the topic ANYWHERE!!!! 
               i need to finish reading the assigned amount from The Kite Runner. a really really good book so far. i am also reading the Catcher In The Rye. it isn't bad either. not my favorite style of reading but it still keeps me interested when i get a sustained amount of silent time to read. 
              yesterday, as i meantioned i was walkeing to the librarry with alex humphrey,  and we just got to monroe and this lady yells out her window at us as she drives by " do you guys know where the strip club is? i am late for work!" and then they drive off. it was hilarious. it made me laugh a bunch. hehahahahaha.
               anyways i cleaned my room  today and had coffee with CREAM YESSSS. and i practiced as usual i am growing to takeing a likeing towards the caberet music. it should be fun. which reminds me that i needd to get some ticket orders Crap!!! i must then go! -bryce
             

hm. not a bad weekend. infact pretty good one. 
              friday, i hung out with bekah. she, lizzy and i walked down town. lizzy parted for modern dance and Bekah and i went for coffee, lemonade pannini and pickle. it was good we talked and such. then went to trubadours and looked around. Bekah left leaving me alone and i walked in big circles around town untill leslie met me at the darkside only to find that the movie we were to see , pans labyrinth was sold out....uh oh! stilll okay, we got Indian food. GOOD STUFF.  i had chicken curry and she had potato and pea curry. we got pitas too and it was all goodness. then we  walked the library and then i got home. it was nice. i finished the Indian food for breakffast the following morening. then i had quartet rehearsal (lemme remind you that we have moved on to saturday now) so i got up and my violin teacher called and told me to get over theere. i forgto about the group lesson and so i rushed over there and i played my solo really good, not as good as i did at Chris's house. then i went  to quartete early  so i could run through my solo with chris's mom who is accompaning me for solo/ensemble  and i did really well except chris's mom was late so i was just hanging out for a while then everyone got there and  we worked on stuff and it was all good, although we go sidetracked too much. oh well. then i had fat food with my grammy. went thome played violin a buch and slept.

then today i went to kelley's and chris was reallly late. i love kelley's house really cool. really detailed. anyways we rehearsed and had pizza and then rehearsed then went to the thing and i have lost concentration bye.  

mellow days. i have importe half my music from cd's to my ipod. 
          bryce too practiced between intervals of left over pizza eating.
my brother brought me a creamy bubble tea because my last experience with it was bad. and i still didn't like it. it was  a lot better than the pomegranite green tea crap that i had. anyways i tried to like it and couldn't so i gave it  to him and thanked him very much. 
        when i was practicein i got so focused that any sudden noise that i didn't expect scared the crap out of me. it was tense. but i am feeling prettyy confident about solo ensamble. 
                 MMMMMMMMMMMM BUBBLE YUM!!!!!!
i have yet another gig from mr.C thatll be $375 i have gotten the italy trip. i better get in or ill throw a shit fit.
         but honestly i am practicing well for it.
 on that note ill retire to  a more promising occupation.

        had a good day. i am now sixteen. 
i started out by forgetting to go to a mask making party for symphony. oops! and i remembered as i was practiceing orchestra music. it wasn't a good feeling i kind of feel bad. but i got some great happy birthday messages and that was great. 
         now lemme explain my day. 
after getting into town thanks to my grandparents. i walk around the library for a bout ten minutes then go and sit out infront and wait for some people to come and meet me. (by the way, i don't want anyone to get offended that i didn't invite them, it wasn't like and A-list gathering.) leslie and suzaanne showed up and we discover it wasn't remembered to inform bekah and eli that our meeting time was moved to eleven not , twelve. the three of us walk to the beanery. and have coffee untill bekah getsthere, then we get food. eli calls and is on his way with logan, an awesome dude. we meet them at cetral park after laying around and having grass fights. it was good fun. logan had to disperse but didin't without a hug. then we went to the bakery and indulged in alot more food. leslie had to got and went with bekah's jacket so i sprinted to the transit and back wich didn't sit well with my stomach. oh well i didn't purge. we walked to around because we were feeling too full. we walked to a music shop that i didn't know exsisted but is really really cool. and we went to a second hand store and walke down the water front. we then walk ed back to the bean so bekah to get a ride home from her mom. we shared a banana and i shared my special trick and then beka left. i walked eli a couple blocks befroe getting myself to american dream. 
       i got an iPod!!!!

how does it work?

            some times i pick certain movies or songs subconciously. then, i feel the erge to watch or listen to it over and over again, kind of like an obsession. but not so bad. i am doing that with this song here. 
          on to a different song topic. i love alot Beethoven's violin concerto. it is the only concert o for violin that he wrote. and when he first wrote it people didn't like it because he finished writing it four days before it was performed and the orchestra didn't have much time to get good. keep in mind this was wayy back when Beethoven was living (1770-1827) and this was the little enterainment people had. 
          now i am bored and want to read about stuff.

oh and i am another year older tomorrow.

calm